| ok well i am just goin to let this all out cuz everyone knows already ok first
my aunt died and i am devastetated and depressed about it and cry alot about it
my boyfriend and i made the hugest mistake of our lifes by having an
open relationship and well it blew up in are faces and well i am
screwed i dont knwo wut to say cuz i am fighting for a guy i dont even
know if he still likes me in the same way at least when i say that i
love him i mean it and love doesnt explain how i feel for him i am
beyond love with him love it is just nothing compared to how i feel for
him and well i feel like i actaully have to fight for him and well i
want to and i am and nothing can stop me from wanting him more then
anything i can think of i love him so much nothing will stop me
i think i have enought men problems for now so here is somthing that
just happened last night that has nothing to do with this entry hahaha
well last night i went to a movie with bud and teresa and i found out
the most interesting side of bud we went to the movie with him and then
after that to dennys and well he kidnapped the check and wouldnt let us
pay him for it it was mean but so sweet of him weird huh
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| ok so i havent updated in a really long time this i know cuz it was
july when i was last updated welll nothing much has happened
really just been a lot of crying most of you know y and i am not
going to explain to the people that dont know and i am not going to
answer or be asked any questions about it i dont want to
hear about it i am finially actaully calming down that is all just i am
moving on
i am starting to be able to trust people more now to meaning tad i
trust him very much pretty much with my life and understand he would do
nothing to hurt me and i really love him well i will update later greys
anatimy is on now later
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| well it has been a while but i have been busy now havent i well ok hmm
where to start umm my life is some what free now i dont have to worry
about anyone really now but that doesnt make it any less stressfull
well i went with teresa this last weekend and all and i meet a guy his
name is nate and he asked for my number and i gave it to him and i
think he is nice he gave me his number also ok well next thing hmm amy
is trying to hook me up with one of her friends which i think is really
funny hahaha well my little kitten is so cute u know and well angel
gave me a $250 scraching post that she didnt want anymore so my kitty
has a new toy like she needs more she is a spoiled little kitty but i
am glad i spoil her cuz i dont have anyone else to spoil other then my
mom and all i really buy for myself is gas hahaha and i go shopping but
that doesnt mean i buy anything but i will be saving up very soon cuz i
cant spend all this money like i have been lately
well i think i will head out now later all
peace out
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| wow i havent updated on this thing since my birthday i think hmm i
really dont know wut to say other then i have been working alot and
driving a lot oo and kidnapping sara and making her a rebel of course
well it is late/ early i might turn in soon now so later everyone
peace out
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| well today is the day today and i go back tomorrow morning which kinda
sux but it is all good i guess well i have done all kinds of things
this weekend which i will not tell you today but maybe tomorrow well
bon fire time now well bye
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